Mai thoughts on life

Did it hurt? Did it hurt you to cut me off? Or was it fun? Did it boost your ego seeing me falling apart?

I am not upset because you don’t want me. I am upset because you acted like you do. You made me feel like I was the only girl in the world. You made me believe in fairy tales. You made me believe in love.

You promised me the world, but you left me with nothing. What happened? How could I be so wrong? How could I let you fool me? Your sweet words were like a melody to my ears. Your lovely smile was like a light to my eyes. And your gentle touch was like a storm to my heart.

You came, swept me off my feet and left as if you never existed. You left me drowning in an endless void of nothingness. You left me questioning everything. Were you even real? Or was it all in my head?

It couldn’t be. I still remember the way you said my name. I still remember the feeling I had when I was with you. Your breath on my skin and your smell in the morning. I remember it all.

It was all real for me. FOR ME. But not for you. I get it now. It was never real for you. All the late night talks, all the I love yous, all the sweet words were just that – words. Nothing more. So I understand why you had to leave. I understand that you had to burn the bridge. But you didn’t have to burn it with me still on it, did you?