Mai thoughts on life

If you called, I would put a big smile on and I would tell you that I am not mad at you for hurting me. I would laugh and say I forgive you everything, because I am at a lot better place now. I am enjoying myself and my life.

I feel at peace. I am not insecure anymore. Sure, I still have things I have to work on, but I am satisfied with how far I’ve come. I am genuinely happy and I finally feel like I am on the right path.

I would say that so many unexpected things happened and so many beautiful people came into my life. It’s true when they say ‘when one door closes, another one opens’, because that’s exactly what happened to me.

If you called, I would thank you for leaving, because I would never be able to do that. No matter how hard it would get, I would stay by your side. It’s a good thing that you found the courage to leave. If you didn’t, we would still be stuck in an unfulfilling relationship.

I would say that this break up is the best thing that ever happened to me, because it made me the person I always wanted to be. You disrespecting my boundaries gave me the strength to push forward and leave my old life behind.

If you called, I would say that I don’t blame you and that I understand your decision. I would say that I wish you all the best and I hope you will find your happiness with somebody else, since I wasn’t the one for you. I tried so hard, but I just wasn’t the one. There’s nothing wrong with that. It doesn’t mean there’s something wrong with me.

I would say that you will always be a part of me, but I just don’t love you anymore. It’s all in the past. And I don’t want to be bothered by things long gone. I am happy and finally at the right place in my life. Things are slowly working out the way I always wanted them to.

I would say all that, but you would know better. You always knew how to see right through me. If you called today, I would come back tomorrow. So it’s a good thing that you didn’t call.